-reread thoughts- If I Die by Rachel Vincent

Argh. Writing reviews and thoughts and stuff about my feelings for books while reading them is turning harder and harder... But I can't help and repeat once again, how amazing this book was/is. I've read this book more times than I care to admit. And still... My heart was broken earlier in the series BUT this book right here is the turning point for, let's just say. EVERYTHING. I can't believe how in the world author Rachel Vincent came up with a story so extraordinarily original. This book kept me guessing and guessing. I had such a hard time trying not to read the finishing lines... I won the battle. Barely. When I thought nothing worse could happen to Kay, it happened. When I thought her heart couldn't be any more broken, it was. When I thought the person who had sworn her-things-would keep-his/her-word, the person didn't. I thought and thought and thought about so many bad things happening but never in my wildest imaginations would I have gues...